Epiphany
I had a fixed routine during my summer holidays this year: exercise, study, have lunch, draw, go to my tuition, have dinner, watch a K-drama & go to sleep. But as the holidays started coming to an end, my routine started falling apart. At first, I was okay with it, but after a few days I became lazy, going back to spending hours on my phone. I felt as if I had no control over my life. I've always hated planners for no apparent reason. Maybe it's because I felt that I'm capable of doing my work without any help. Even self-help. But with college looming up ahead, I went ahead & bought one. I wrote down a few things I had to do daily, one of them being meditation. And I did for the first 3 days. But on the 4th day I didn't & was about to make a red mark when I thought, 'What is meditation anyways?' I looked it up & to meditate means 'to focus one's mind for a period of time, in silence or with the aid of chanting, for religious or spiritual ...